Where to from here?

IMG_1544I’ve spent the last week in Queenstown kicking myself for not making it down there sooner.

I mean my oldest friend has only lived there for the past 4 years, is that not an excuse to get down there?

So coming back from my week-long ski adventure has got me thinking about what I want to do with my life and what sort of person I want to be.

Do I want to keep working as a Management Accountant?  I mean enjoy it, especially the Excel Modelling side of things, however what I am really doing?  Just working for another company?  Trying to make my family ‘fit’ around a corporate machine?  Surely I must be able to use my time and skills in a more fulfilling way?

I know I want to be a good person, a person who cares for others, a person who my children can look up to and hopefully be inspired by in some way or form…

I want to be calm and somewhat serene-like (if that really is possible) as I often barely stop for a breath, rushing here and there…

I want to listen to what people have to say…

I know I love design and the sociability of design, be it social media or just anything.  I see art everywhere (sorry if that sounds a bit wanky, I can’t quite think of how to phrase that one)…

I tell the children in my sons class when we are doing art, that beauty is in the eye of the beholder.  They are often so critical of their efforts, however I tell them there is no such thing as ‘bad’ art, it’s all subjective to what we see.

So as its time to go and pick up the baby birds, I’ll ponder on all I have written…..leaving it all slightly unfinished, hmmmm I think I like that…..

I’ll be back soon, Sa x

 

Catch up with me......


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